Negative-ville

I live in this place called negative-ville. It's a land where people say smack about you no matter how nice you try to be. It's a land where people constantly put you down no matter how much you try to be good at whatever they expect you to be. It's a land where inequality, prejudice, and bigotry roam supreme. It's a place where you can work yourself to your deathbed and get back on your feet and all anyone ever remembers are the kind of bad things you weren't even aware of. It's a place where people who were raised to be people pleasers are welcomed to pick up everybody's broken pieces until their backs give out; and then ask for more. It's a place you know you don't like but have no right to say so. It's a place where people who believe in honesty and the greater good are pointed and laughed at. It's a place where people watch you crawling on your knees and kick you back down because generations of ridicule and near insanity MUST be repeated. It's a place where you're only right if you take advantage of or use someone to benefit yourself and look good at the same time. It's a place that makes me wish I lived in chocolate-ville. The expectations there weigh in a lot nicer.